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Saturday, 15 November 2008
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Sigh sigh sigh . thats th beginning of my post . to be corrected . it should be my emotions right now bah . sigh .
why must i fall for you ? why must i choose to love you ? everything is my own choice , my decision . i guess so bah . thats whys i have to bare th consequences right now .having alot of question marks in my mind . like i am in a roller coaster . you make my emotions go as high as th hills . but , as low as th ground below our foot . i guess , you're th second who can do this to me . But , do you actually know how much you stand in my heart ? it hurts me so much that you actually have th thinking t, i will get friends to beat you up when you pua MIA . are you hinting me alr ? that you ARE going to ? hello ~ . give me and yourself some respect will you ? though i really wish i WAS something in your heart . but , even if there isn't , i don't force you . just open your mouth . and , i'll be willing to listen alright ? Just be open with me . i'm sure , i'll will be th first 1 to catch everything you truely wana say alright ? if you aren't going to prove anything , i will then decide to leave . sorry . i love you bi ): .

Cab-ed home with airen at around 2 something . what she say does make sense . but , knowing thing's are relly hard to control . i hope i could choose not to love anybody . but , i just cannot . his my decision and my choice . i blame no 1 except myself . sigh . its alright . i will wait for th right time to say th right things alright ?

Slack-ed awhile at playground and went home . wasn't in any mood to slack . just feel like being with him in his bed . thats all . he , taking th iniative to call me bi , hugging me . and wanting me to be by his side . thats all . i feel so happy when i was with him . but , after leaving him . i really feel so insecure . idk why . alright . just let my heart calls th shot . depend's where exactly should i walk towards to ): .

Emotions gonna be real low today . untilli got exactly th ans i want . sigh sigh sigh . takecare peeps (:

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