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Saturday, 20 December 2008
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Been thinking thru what i have to do after result taking .
thoughts ... feelings ...
nothing is getting me to a path where i can walk to .
wrote down my thoughts on a piece of paper .
thats all i could do actually -.- .
i have nobody to consult .
or to pour my feelings to .
why did i purposely find faults and to quarrel with him .
am i serious about letting him out of my world ?
i wrote down .
saying i will regret if i were to stead with him .
do i ?
will i ?
thats my own problem right now .
yeahs .
i guess i really will if i were to stead with him .
we ?
aren't suitable .
bound to have something happening .
i should let him go .
i'm prepared to let things slip out of my fingers .
theres no point grasping my hand .
while things try to slip out when there is chance to .
i can't hold on anything forever .
try .
whats th point of TRYING ,
when we know th outcome ?
if things were to change ,
it will .
if things were suppose to go that way .
we have no ability to change th direction .
like we ae unable to change th direction of th wind .
its practical .
this world is practical .
no money no talk .
precisely .
why did i keep holding on for something that is worthless ?
why did i choose to runaway from a fact that is alr a FACT ?
hiding , run ...
thats not what i should do .
why am i doing so ?
not even i know for myself .
dumb .
i am .
i admit .
watching and hearing BYEYE from mariahcarey .
maybe ,
thats what really wana tell him .
BYE .
i'm leavin .
can i just take it as if you have never entered my life .
neither did i enter into your life .
i guess .
thats my plans .
i'm gonna leave you alone .
i don'twish to see your sms .
your face .
your image .
everything .
i'll throw everything away .
like i have never done before .
thank's for everything .
AIREN is right .
memories is to remember .
i will remember part of everything .
and forget part of it as well .
especially th part where i have loved you .
GoodBye my love .
in my heart .
you are still my BITCH .
takecare ;D .

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