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Saturday, 31 January 2009
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damn fcuked up lah .
i seriously need some fresh air .
i couldn't get something i wanted from him .
we both don'tknow what exactly we wanted .
whats on my mind ?
he don't know .
ATALL !
you feigned ignorance when i need you to care .
what th fcuk is this lor ?
i AM tired of this .
affecting my bloody life .
my bloody mood all day long .
what i wanted is just a peaceful life .
is it that difficult ?
idk .
why did i agree to be together with you ?
if i know we were to have so much problems then .
knn .
i'm having damn alot of regrets .
this is 1 relationship i have so much quarrels in a day with .
come on .
CB LAH .
can anybody just tell me what to do ?
i guess ,
what reagan saidis right .
i shouldn't stead with him in th first place .
i shouldn't let feelings make me blind .
i rather we are as good as when we're friends .
not like now .
we ignore eachother .
letting eachother cry .
is this what i'm suppose to go thru in every relationship ?
1 thing after another .
who could be that strong to endure everything ?
nobody could .
i'm closing up my eyes soon .
i nolonger wish to endure such pains .
its really within my limits that i have to go thru so much ,
withina few weeks ?
i seriously don't wish to leave .
don't force me to .
i will .
don't ever make me wonder who exactly you are in my life .
do i even need you ?
i don't wish .
so ,
don't make me do so .
go do whatever you wana do .
i won't ever stop you .
don't think this is a way of saying i nolonger loves you .
but ,
i give you what you want .
but ,
too bad you don'tknow what exactly i wanted atall .
fcuk it .
fcuk off .
FCUK LAH !
i'm seriously going crazy .
i guess ,
i need to chill .
if not i'm gonna explode soon .
finished ranting .
cb .
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !




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