HappyBirthday AIREN .
finally you're seven17teen .
woots .
i'm younger then you =P .
haha .
anyways ,
all th best in whatever you do alright ?
no quarrels ,
no disputes .
our sistership will last too xD .
enjoy your bigbig day today !
loves x3 .
yesterday ;
marjong at Marco house .
sorry guys .
my fathers having some own mental problem -.- .
nolah .
idk whathappened to him either .
so ,
unable to marjong at my house .
marjong with Jeremy , Reagan , Ben , YongZhang .
chiong all th way till about in th morning .
tiredtired .
we're behaving like zombies lor .
then drag myself home with Jeremy .
shack siol .
just wokeup .
lOls .
and th time right now is ,
7.43PM .
still wana sleep de .
but ,
pretty hungry .
hee .
gonna get my meal soon .
then guess ,
off to meet my peeps (:
...
don't tell me you are pua-ing mia lor .
seriously .
i see no point in that .
is that a way you want me to put you down ?
you know what ?
nomatter how i feel towards you ,
i know you don't feel th same way .
you obviously loved your girlf .
then ,
why should i break th both of you up ?
i just hoped we could still be friends .
atleast ,
we both could listen to eachother's sorrows .
isn't that good ?
i'm very glad alr .
thats why i felt so happy after you told me your own problems .
sigh .
you're a grownup person .
and you promised to contect me when you're in wdls .
did you ?
you did not even rep when i jio-ed you for steamboat .
is your phone really out of cash ?
even if it is ,
there is still many other ways .
just to give me a call or an sms .
if you're with your girlf ,
i got nothing to say bah .
sigh .
i'm seriously not in a good mood .
you are hurting me by your hot and coldness along .
do you know that ?
you can survive without me .
but ,
i know i can't .
there is so much things i cannot put down to accept th next guy .
you bloodyhell .
and ,
if you SERIOUSY still loved me .
you wouldn't have treated me like that ?
my heart is in pain .
are you telling me indirectly that you want me to leave ?
i want you to tell me personally .
saying you nolonger loved me .
you hated me .
and wanted me to leave so much .
can ?
almost cried writing this post .
but ,
idk what to say .
i seriously miss you alot .
where are you now ?
sighsighsigh .
i can do nothing .
i only have 2 way out .
either to forget .
or to wait .
idk .
my life is seriously in a mess do you know ?
i wana share with you .
like how you shared your troubles with me .
i'm so damn disappointed in you boy .
i thought you have grownup .
but ,
you're not .
sorry .
i might be th 1 who hasn't grownup in your heart .
but ,
thats all ...
whatever i wana say .
if you're still at my blog ,
hope to hear from you soon .
i miss you ):
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