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Thursday, 5 February 2009
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pondering .
wondering .
what is going to happen in my life .
are there gonna be changes ?
sometimes ,
i feel ,
i'm at a loss .
sometimes i could be so confident in solving OTHER
peoples problem .
but ,
not my own .
is human suppose to turn out this way .
if it is ,
i might feel better .
feeling guilty of hurting .
feeling guilty because of my indecisiveness .
i've really let you down .
after a big round .
only then i know whom i really loved .
i know .
you're gonna be so hurt .
sigh .
i din't want such things to become th outcome .
i just couldn't control my own feelings .
it just keep running back to him .
i just hope you would sort out your thinking .
and get prepared for your upcoming relationships .
i'm sorry .
i lost th chance of being together with you .
it's my loss.
not yours .
i'm not a good girlf alright ?
this world is really changing .
as well as th humans .
well ...
nomatter what will happen in th future .
i guess ,
i know .
how to take things more lightly .
my only wish is for BOTH of th guys to be happy .
i wil be then .
cheers !
i believe our friendship won't end (:
PK ;
i know .
there is scar alr .
but ,
try to heal it .
unless ,
you want me to feel guilty for life .
i will .
need not worry alright ?
it is my fault from th beginning anyways .
i'm sorry i cause everything to happen .
i'm not worth your tears seriously .
take good care of yourself .
i will always be there for you ,
my friend .
Clarence ;
nothing to say to you .
whatever i wana say ,
i have said to you yesterday .
hahaha xD .
i will always be there for you too ,
my love (:






The love, The care, The heart, The will. I LOVE YOU <3

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