stupid , dumb and stubborn kid i am .
whats th point of being a crybaby ?
ninabu eh .
crycrycry .
what can it help or do ?
sian .
neither i could help myself .
relax ~
shouldn't be so agitated .
lOls .
got 'lectured' by Jeremy .
DIU ~
Principle of OUR group de counselling leh .
xiasway !
oklah .
i understand what you guys mean .
just give me some time please ~
sigh .
AIREN ;
idk whether i am a good sister to you .
i have really tried to be .
be it whether you have got th msg anot .
i don't show out whether or not i care for a person .
except my boyf .
so ,
i was really upset just now .
with whatever you send .
cried hard for it .
i rather be who i am .
then to act and ,
not be me anymore .
sigh .
be it whether you believe or think otherwise .
i have nomore ,
nomore comment .
but ,
remember something .
i always and will remember things you have ever done for me .
iloveyoo (:
i'm seriously deadbeat .
thinking ,
how tired my heart is .
my tears will roll down.
automatically .
who will know why ?
none ...
i hope i could find a day to really really rest myself .
my brain ,
my body ,
my mind .
heaven ,
please grant me this wish .
i beg you .
i guessed i am really sinned .
if not ,
why am i oblige to go through such sufferings ?
things isn't going smoothly .
its too rough .
just a small mistake .
mis-step ,
i fell .
and scratched my skin .
plus ,
shattered glasses are all over .
thats it .
my leg is bleeding .
it continues .
when will it end ?
till th day ,
i tell myself to get into th hospital to get it treated .
when ,
i know i am stubborn enough to leave it like it is now .
thats how i am born to be .
i guess ...
i believe things will turn out to be better soon .
atleast ,
i hoped so ?
its time for me to rest and keep some brain cells .
for th interview later .
nomatter whether i'm able to get th job anot ,
credit goes to ,
YOU .
bloooodyhell Darrick .
plus ,
my bloooooodyhell ex -.- .
hahaha .
kidding lah .
million of thanks for helping .
it'll all depends on myself later !
mwackmwacks =D .
gonna rest my brain alil now .
seeeeeeeee yooooooooo :D .
