currently ,
its 3.55AM .
considered morning or midnight ?
idk either .
i'm waiting for th 'job' wih Reagan and Jeremy .
suppose to meet at 4.45 .
nothing to so right now .
so ,
kindly please let me crap .
hee .
chat with Reagan just now .
he really told me many things just now .
i am really glad to know ,
you really trust me with your worries ,
whatever you have got in mind .
you wish to know
what exactly i have in mind as well .
but
i just can't .
idk where to start either .
maybe ,
i'm really used to be keeping everything inside my heart .
you guys always feel that .
my only trouble and worry is on Clarence .
its not like that .
my life , my world .
doesn't only consist of Clarence .
many other factors could turn me this way as well .
i have only myself to turn to .
no one else .
PK , Eehong and Christ .
turned back and tell me they are still waiting for me .
i seriously don't deserve you guys to be there for me .
really .
i am seriously not a good girl .
plus a good girlf .
understand ?
if you guys happen to see my blog .
please
just give me up .
move on with your life .
there is still so many other better options out there ok .
really have thought thru many things while was with Reagan .
its difficult to find a friend .
whom i feel comfortable chatting with .
yeahs .
he may seems very crappy .
you guys should see another side of him .
we both wana cry .
nomore tears to .
i have had enough of th life i am in .
i wana move on .
i wana do something that is meaningful .
i get nowhere struggling in loving him .
i get nowhere slacking here and there .
i get nowhere without money .
i get nowhere without a school .
i get nowhere without a job .
and ,
i seriously get nowhere with such family situation .
we are falling apart .
now only Reagan somehow or somewhat understands me .
its so difficult to be a counsellor eh ?
believe me alr eh ?
PRINCIPLE leh .
you are still not up to being th VP .
hee .
kambateh !
you can want .
just improve on your crappy english (:
there is time for jokes .
there is time to be serious .
its really time for me and US to be serious .
is this th life we really wanted ?
come on .
we gotta get a life deh !
after so much of craps ,
its only 4.12 AM -.- .
atleast half an hour more .
DIU lah !~
gonna update all th pictures soon .
how th cookies look like .
and how i threw them all away .
since it isn't appreciated .
fine .
i shall close my eyes ,
and take it as ,
everything was just a dream .
how we knew eachother .
how we loved eachother .
how we got together .
and everything little detail after that .
thats right girl !
i can do it .
muahahahaha xD .
i know whats Reagan thinking .
i AM aiming for Oenry RIGHT ?
blooooooodyhell .
haha xD .
maybe ?
BLAHS ~
see how it goes bah .
let nature take its course like i say (:
not even a stroke of th chinese 8 lor .
haha .
shall let my eye rest awhile right now .
PS eh .
quite a long post of crapping again .
lOls .
if you're lazy ,
DON'T READ THEN !
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