Smiling is th best remedy to all emotional pains (:
after so long of pain .
and struggles .
atleast i have learned .
nomatter what i have to endure .
or to go through ,
i have to smile .
things will be over soon .
isn't everything over right now ?
in my situation ,
it seems like ,
i have lost some friends .
but ,
i have gain more things .
it need not be explain .
if you are close to me ,
you will slowly understand (:
humans shouldn't be too stubborn in such things .
th same thing goes with ,
if you try to hold on to a relationship ,
but ,
he din't have th effort to .
he will run away .
he will leave you .
i'm just waiting for th right time and th right guy to appear .
unable to pin any hope in my past relationships .
many cases of hurtings .
be it whether i am hurting or felt th hurt .
why am i feeling so emotional recently ?
shouldn't talk about things like that isn't it ?
should be glad that i'm going out later (:
its 7.56AM in th morning right now .
and i am blogging -.- .
unable to sleep .
no cigg , asthma -.-
my health is getting worse .
frequent asthma attacks .
tried to cut down on cigg .
but ,
still th same .
nobody really knows what will happen tmr .
if i really die ,
i will have 4 major regrets .
first ,
not being able to see my family living in peace .
secondly ,
unable to find someone to love and him to love myself .
thirdly ,
no chance to cherish my friends .
fourth ,
haven been able to accomplish what i have in mind and my aim .
people say .
its th best to look on th bright side .
i won't be able to .
th things that happen in life are always so unexpected .
isn't it better to confirm and do everything before leaving ?
guess ,
it'll definitely be better .
shall no elaborate on what i have to do in life .
that only concerns myself .
me , and myself (:
watch a tv .
and off i go .
out with my mommy ;P .
have been delaying this trip .
sorry dearest ;P .
i will hold on to my promise and not go back to sleep LAH !
i will go out today .
teehee xD .
will be having a simple quote today (:
;Love is an act of endless forgiveness ,
a tender look which becomes a habit .
