yesterday and today .
i tried to hold back my tears .
but ,
it'll still eventually roll down .
looking at my past post .
which has you in it ,
i feel so down .
looking at th post when we were together .
i feel so upset .
my heart is ache-ing .
sigh .
i really want to let go .
i really wana end all those sufferings .
i finally understood why .
i know th feeling of loving a person .
and tried to cherish him .
atleast i know , i'm nolonger having any regrets in life .
iloveyou .
imissyou .
but ,
i am never gonna be saying that to you anymore .
because i know clearly ,
you have never wanted my to be in your life atall .
this song is what i wanted to speak to you .
i know you love her .
i will leave .
you calling me laopo , bi and everything .
i still remember .
though we couldn't be together .
let's hope 1 day when i have let you go ,
we will still meetup together for a drink .
that's my last wish .
and i hope it could be fulfilled on my birthday .
give me atleast 2 month to forget you .
and then i will be able to face you all over again .
if you see this ,
think it through .
whether you are gonna make my birthday wish come true .
take good care of yourself .
i know you love drinking .
but ,
please .
don't let your friends put anything into your drink again .
you know thats when i'm most worried about right ?
you told me you won't anymore .
i hope it's true .
smoke and drink less .
study hard .
if you're not going back to thai ,
get into NS and get somewhere further .
if possible ,
that time we talked about meeting eachother in CCK ite ?
if can ,
definitely i hope we could .
if not ,
get into higher nitec .
even if i couldn't ,
i hope you could help me fulfill by getting into what we wanted yeahs ?
i just hope ,
you could think for yourself .
made up your mind on where you wana go .
then go ahead .
i'm sure you will succeed .
i believe in you .
shall bid goodbye .
i definitely will contect you on my birthday .
my present .
i will never forget .
you say you will get 1 for me .
to fulfill my wish or to disappoint me .
it's up to you .
nomore nagging's alr .
thank's for everything .
i sensed your care .
appreciated .
TAKECARE and GOODBYE , myLOVE .
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