just feel like ranting out today .
having some unhappiness with my sister .
can't you just act with more reasons ?
must you show me that freaking fcuking face ,
with fcuking attitude ?
eh .
i never kiam meng you lah hoh .
if you think i owe you by you intro-ing th job to me ,
i will quit .
i won't live under such 'havingtofaceyou' life .
with you not treating me like a sister .
instead .
all you want is just me to go everything according to your wishes .
please lah .
I'M CHERIEANN SIM .
NOT YOUR DOG .
please .
give me and yourself some respect .
you have your attitude ,
i have mine .
it depends whether i wana show it to people .
i don't see a need for me to show ,
and ruin our sistership .
it's your own choices to do things .
i don't believe you will succeed is you continue behaving like this .
go ahead .
i have given up trying to speak to you .
sisters or not ,
you choose .
FCUK .
been recalling back about how silly i am .
to be going down to batok now and then .
if i say i have totally forgottened everything ,
thats definitely a lie .
saying i wana see this particular guy ,
it's a lie .
saying another reason why i'm looking for malay's ,
is a lie too ...
it's all because of him .
i'll do anything to make me remember our past .
i won't cry .
i won't so silly stuffs .
it's still our memory .
atleast it is to me .
i will start afresh when it's time to .
no more regrets .
no more living in th past .
it's understood ;D .
cried at work today .
feeling terrible .
family ...
i don't wish to say anything here .
i just wish ,
my mum will not cry anymore .
my heart really hurts .
i care tooo much for them .
and thats th last thing i would wana see .
please .
i love you guys too much .
don't make me worry anymore .
and brother ,
get over that incident soon .
i don't wish you would take it so hard .
please understand that ,
they seriously don't mean it .
forgive and forget .
i'll be waiting for your sms .
takecare .
been kinda troubled recently .
to myself .
i feel that i have changed .
th way i talk , i behave , i react .
everything .
maybe it's true .
as time goes ,
people do change .
be it whether it's a good thing or not .
people don't realise .
i'm 1 of them as well .
tired .
physically and mentally .
i need a rest .
sorry for this rants .
you may choose to avoid it .
goodnights .
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