work-ed. was happily meeting ben.
well, things always have to go wrong.
left, and went over to office.
attended lesson for awhile.
it's still something to be learned, eventhough it's just for awhile.
should be skipping my first job.
and get down for meeting tomorrow.
hope, i'll learn more thing's(:
ok. for you.
till now, i still couldn't control my emotions.
i still...
well, i know how isit like.
you used to be the one i loved so hard.
you used to be the one whom i wanted to be with badly.
but, whatever it is. we didn't.
it's true. whatever you said, isn't convincing.
and, i truely don't believe a word.still, i took your words hard.
i got jealous of you suddenly saying about your girlf.
i don't blame you. she is still your girlf after all.
you may care for her, loved her, be there for her,
and she is always in your heart.
i couldn't stop you. it's you.
you are you. i am myself.
there is forever a line in between.
that's where our relationship will always be standing.
if you really don't loved her, find the one you loved.
if she is still the one you loved, don't deny.
and try to lie to me. it doesn't matter.
i am the one who is stooping that low.
i admit(:
i really loved the way you cared for me regardless of anything.
i loved the way you hugged me.
i loved the way you trying to protect me.
and, i will never forget.
atleast for today, ( thank's to daniel )
i will put man's issue aside first.
it's time to struggle hard. and get what i actually wanted in life.
and, not troubling over money and relationship.
it's sickening. hahaha.
i believe, you will find the one whom you truely wana be with.
and i will as well.
you will be my forever baby.
whom i will wana be the first to know,
about the updates in your life.
i wana be the one to console you.
i want to be the one you will seek for when you have some problems.
nomatter what happened today.
thank's for th tap on my back.
thank's for telling me you will forever be there.
thank's for letting me know you care,
atleast as a friend.
nomatter whether you're still gonna treat me as your 'girlf',
i wana say, iloveyou.
regardless of friendship love, relationship love, or brother love.
i still love you(:
i will still wait for your smses everyday.
wuxim, bouxim, it's up to you, boyfee.
i'm really worn out.
feel so tired. i hope i could still hang on.
i need someone to push me.
i need encouragements.
but, regardless whether there is any,
i will prove my worth to everyone(:
should be getting my beauty sleep soon.
preparing for the meeting tomorrow.
goodnights ladies and gentlement(:
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