it's been quite awhile since i've posted.
and, i know. none of my friends are updating about my life.
i'm ok. this is my life, my diary(:
was kinda addicted to 'all this time' recently.
this song is sent to me by Clarence.
well, i still haven't forget him atall.
i wonder why. i'm just trying to hide everything,
trying to tell everyone in the world that i have succeeded.
well, truth are undenieble though.
i somehow cried.
i missed how we drink.
i missed how we joked.
i missed how much he hug me.
i missed how much when we almost got drunk and are being crazy.
i missed him calling me baby.
i miss ton-ing with him.
i missed going up to his house and him taking care of me.
best of all,
i missed being with him.
sighsighsigh.
everything should be over by now.
but, i can't. there is always a time for me to u turn and look back.
how silly am i.
i know. well, i seriously hope he is doing fine.
i hoped i could still meet up with him someday.
knowing everything is kinda impossible.
well, i can't do much.
and, i can't keep thinking about the impossible's):
i hope, i will get out of it.
atleast i will feel better.
today, met up with my dah-ling.
ok, i missed you too.
we don't always get to meet up want luh.
plus, i hope everything will be fine between you and your dad soon.
andand,
remember our pact.
we shall meet 2 or 3 months later.
i will prove to you that,
i'm gonna be the pretty cherieann,
that you'll wana jio.
KAKAKA xD.
oh. and,
take picture with me before you are BOTAK!
i waan keep the picture of my handsome dah-ling hoh ;P .
ok. was kinda happy today.
but, it's really unbearable.
my stomach have been giving me trouble all day long.
people trying to tempt me with food.
i've passed all of them.
i'm fine now.
and, i don't feel that i'll get hungry anymore.
woot's.
thank's for all the praise and advises.
i will prove to you guys!
XIEXIE(:
shall rest my body now.
kinda shack today.
special thank's to dah-ling.
you are GREAT!
i loveeeeeeeeeeee yooooo~
