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Friday, 16 October 2009
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at first the feeling i got was, i've found a nice and great guy.
it was like finally.
i can settle down with someone good.
but, slowly.
we somehow couldn't communicate.
tears are more then joy.
i have to worry about every single thing.
you said you are stress.
but, who am i?
you refuse to share.
i cannot do anything.
just because you're in camp,
you said you couldn't do anything.
is that true? idon'tknow.
i really don'tknow what you're thinking.
idon'tknow what exactly you are doing.
that time i told them.
i'm beginning to regret taking the first step.
i see nothing in you.
i have totally no secure being with you.
and i have to cry cry and only cry.
when something happens to you in camp,
i can only wait for your calls,
to assure me you're fine.
do you know i feel so helpless?
i feel as if i'm so useless.
i can only wait, cry, go crazy.
that's all.
i feel like having a chat with you.
but, it's almost impossible every single time.
nothing will be solved in the end.
i don't wana giveup.
i don't wana lose you.
i loved you alot.
but, i couldn't help not thinking.
i'm sorry.
i won't wana hurt you.
you know thats the last thing i would do.
please make sure you're gonna be fine.
no more things to make my blood shot.
i might be fine...
i still love you so, my love):




The love, The care, The heart, The will. I LOVE YOU <3

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