HELLUS(:
dear's playing mahjong in the living room.
blogging and watching some shows in our sweet room(:
first, here to wish.
HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY, FROG.
though i did not fulfill to what i have promised you in the past.
but, i will and did not forget your birthday.
the best thing i would love to see is you leading your life happily.
and are enjoying this special day of yours.
all the best.
and be careful in camp.
take care lots(:


thing's are running through my mind.
has my heart been changing?
have i changed to be a fickle minded person?
or have i changed to be a hard hearted person?
i can just leave as i wish.
hurting that person.
and it don't seems to be my buisness.
is it actually i wrong thing?
or, it's just a form of self protection.
i rather push the person to meet his death instead of myself.
i rather see that person cry,
rather then i drop a single tear.
i rather see the person screaming for pain.
rather then being the one grasping for air.
road haven't been a smooth one for me.
thing's haven't been easy.
everything seen on the surface seems beautiful.
deep right down, who knew?
maybe, not even myself.
all i know is, i wished i could just stop thinking about everything.
and let my life go on as it is.
maybe, i will be happier(:


my love,
i know how much you loved me.
i know how much i meant to you.
i have eyes to see. i have hands to feel.
you should know my character by now.
how exactly i do thing's.
what kind of a person i am exactly.
i have accepted you.
i have accepted your past.
i know you do likewise.
i will categorize everything to be 'the past'.
and sweep it off with a broom.
after speaking to eachother about so many issues,
i hope this 'questions' will nolonger be in our 'problems' anymore.
love, like, attraction, affection.
will nolonger be a question for us.
because deep inside our heart, we know(:
if we could go on like what you wished for,
we shall. give me confidence now and then.
i'm someone who lose hope easily.
so, don't make me feel so huh! (X
let's smile for eachother.
be my adorable dearie(:
iloveyou!


everything has been changing in everyone's life.
but, i hope everything will be a good one.
2010 i coming.
pray hard it will be a smooth and good year for everyone(:
let's all look forward to a better life ahead yeah?
cheers!
dear, mahjong must win hoh. =X
gonna continue my show.
buai's :D