hey peeps(:
back to blogging.
been letting my blog rot for quite awhile.
hahaha xD
went over to malaysia, Kluang a few days ago.
main purpose for the trip was to send my granny over to the old folks home.
sigh. journey took only about an hour to two.
when we were there, we looked at the environment.
and, i almost cried.
i saw how the old's are being abandon here.
maybe not abandon.
but, they seriously looked like they were.
3-4 per room.
and seriously, that place scuk's.
no air conditionerl.
bad living conditions.
toilet smells.
i guess the whole place smells.
sigh. i really pity them.
ofcause especially for my granny.
i want her to be back.
i rather not be selfish. and let her have the room.
i finally understood the pain of the elders.
they become so helpless.
they strive so much for their kids when they were young.
and that is what they got back when they were old.
what is going on with youngsters nowadays.
how could they be so heartless?
on the spot i told dear, i will never treat my mom this way.
way out of question.
even if i am not financially stable, i will feed her atleast with 3 full meals.
and to people who is treating your parents like this right now,
a message to you.
change right now.
because you will never know when khama will comes.
and then your child will treat you exactly the same way.
please treat your parents better,
they deserve this.



for this two days.
we have been eating roti prata and mee goreng.
freaking tired of it.
haiyo.
everywhere is such food.
smell also sian.
not gonna eat in singapore for a short period of time.
hahaha xD.
atleast somehow i enjoyed with my love and my dearest mommy!



had a big quarrel with love just after we came back.
i'm sorry.
i really don'tknow whats up with me.
losing my temper over small things.
saying things on purpose to hurt you and myself.
having the mindset of leaving you.
hurting you physically and mentally.
it's really not what i wanted.
it's really not.
i'm guilty.
i'm upset.
i'm sorry for being a bad woman, a bad girlf.
thank's for staying by me.
encouraging me.
and waiting for me to change my temper.
and, after all this thing,
i truely understand how much i don't wish you to leave me.
how much i have actually fallen for you.
you have been asking whether i loved you more each day.
and, i can shout it out loud now and said.
I LOVE YOU! really.
trust and have faith in me.
we will definitely last.
MWACKS!


some lame pictures taken.
enjoy(: