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Thursday, 22 April 2010
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random post for today.
blog is kinda rotten.
been going for rounding for the past few days.
thanks to airen i knew another new friend.
well, it has been many ups and downs.
and, it just seems like a dream.
who knows what'll happened?
but, i know, nothing will change for me.
because, myhubby is still being loved so much.
still awaiting for his return.


AIREN;
we have a new goal now.
and that is to earn more money.
and remember?
we are supposed to go overseas together.
our aim.
thailand and taiwan isn't it?
clear all of your thing's on hand now.
and you'll feel real free afterwards.
don't give up half way.
because i will be there to encourage you and to push you forward.
and i hope you will listen and not push my hands away.
know what is you priority now.
don't fall for something so fast and ending feeling terrible.
i know it's difficult to resist.
i'm a woman too.
i'm sorry for causing all of the terrible hurts to you.
and, i seriously don't mean to.
i wouldn't want thing's or a single bit of things to change.
i know you wouldn't be convinced that you're my first girlf in heart.
but, i won't try to convince you.
neither trying to prove to you.
all i know is, everything is in my heart.
i loved you more then the past.
and i wana see you leading a good life.
don't be jealous because of what i have now.
because, those that you owned, i don't.
like you say we tend to lose something when we have another.
buckup and you'll enjoy the life you use to have.
enjoying the life of having many LV's at home.
isn't that what you wanted?
use that as a goal.
you're intelligent.
you'll succeed.
change your point of view.
you'll see a greener scenerio.
hope someday when you succeed you'll remember me.
we shall walk towards a better life together shall we?
airen, i loved you :D



HUBBY;
hubby, i've been waiting for you like 1234567 days.
and i missed you alot.
for the first few days,
i really feel so lonely.
and i super uber hate that feeling.
crying alone in your house.
eventhough i told myself it wasn't a breakup,
too bad. it just seems like):
sighsighsigh.
now you understand why i keep running out?
i din't mean to make you worried.
sorry if i have done something wrong to you, or make you tear-ed.
nomatter what happened,
i'm still your lovely wifey.
that will support you mentally outside.
i know life's not as easy as outside,
but, i'm sure you will and able to do it right?
remember your goal is to hurry come out and hug me tight.
give birth to a baby.
wahahah xD
just kidding.
we shall adhere to our promises before you enlist alright?
save up more money for our future.
please be careful inside.
don't make me worry too.
5 more days only.
you're the only loved one in my heart.
i love you. mwacks! :D


going for interviews tomorrow.
all the best to me and AIREN(:
bye readers :D

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