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Tuesday, 29 June 2010
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This was taken on the last day of 2009.
on our way to countdown with sam and marcus.
remembering, they wear the same top. such a coincidence.
in the past i thought, he was a playboy and i'm using him as a sub to forget frog.
who would have expected he turns out to be different.
and he was almost perfect.
considered perfect to many whom i saw outside.
his considerate, his love, his everything.
everyone has good comments about him now.
and think, i am the one who changed him.
i've changed him to become someone with better attitude.
speaks better. and overall a better person now.
i'm not that noble to be able to change someone.
from what i know, because he would have done everything he could for me.
i was really touched.
recently, the number of time he voiced out wanting to get engaged is more frequent.
but, i rejected saying we're not stable and main problem, money.
we need to have a very good foundation of our understandign for eachother,
and ofcause, money.
how i wish we were to be born with golden spoon.
so, we need not be worried about that.
but, even if we are, things might not turn out this way either.
we might not know eachother atall.
this is fate...
he gave me the strongest feeling to settle down with.
but. i'm still not sure about myself.
and i won't ever know what is he thinking deep down.
are you serious about living with me for your life?
hahaha. he don't really read my blog either.
nevermind(:
it might be too early to talk about all this now.
but, i would love to fulfill our wishes when we're young :D
i hope in the end, my decision would be positive!
anyone who has advise, feel free to tag me.
THANKS :D

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