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Saturday, 26 June 2010
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half year has passed.
and finally, i knew my mistake.
i was so wrong about the treatments i gave you.
the way i treated you.
and the way i told you off.
you have been treating me like a princess.
trying to fulfill everything simple thing you could.
but, it was never enough for me.
why did i became so selfish and not care about your feelings?
why did i have to turn out this way?
everything towards you was real.
i wanted to treat you good.
with mutual respect.
but, somehow i couldn't.
i realize i am being too much.
i hurt you so deeply.
but, i don'tknow.
till someone wake me up.
telling me how bad it was becoming and how bad it might end up to be.
i din't want anything to end.
i din't want unhappiness between us.
i would rather it is plain but calm.
i know how reliant i become when i started going out with you.
because with you around,
i need not worry about being hungry,
bring bored, being alone.
you'll tried ways and means to make me smile.
make me laugh.
and telling me how cute i am when i laugh out loud.
why did i not realize everything sooner?
why did i not know how much your love is for me.
how deeply it was actually?
why must i hurt you time and again?
why must we shed tears and feeling heartache together everytime?
you have always been a wonderful guy.
who has done the basic of what a boyf could do.
eventhough i know, somethings are beyond your means.
deep in my heart, i don't blame you.
i don't look down on you.
i just detest myself.
i detest my selfishness.
i detest myself for wanting so much to be pamper.
and i can't pamper you.
i detest myself for being blind,
not being able to see how good you are.
and i keep on pin pointing your cons.
i'm so sorry that i have became this way.
i hope you won't find it too late to wait for me to change.
for you, i know i would.
i would try my best to use the right way to love you.
i will dote on you like you did.
and. to understand the real meaning of mutual respect.
thanks for enduring my nonsense all along.
i will give you what you deserve.
iloveyouhubs(:


*special thanks to,
AIREN :D
you woke me up.
i'll remember what you say~ THANKS :D




The love, The care, The heart, The will. I LOVE YOU <3

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